New discover

I just think that quite some moment i never blog already, just feel to write it now.
Maybe some of the ppls said that my blog just look serious n more to business. mayb its true? but that's the way i blog before this. this post i will blog something different, just to express what is in my mind now.

I was wondering that who will view my blog? mayb jz one or few fellows? but fine, it's not the point. recently i jz discover of many things. I'd believe that once u try it, u do what u wanna do, u tell what u wanna tell, u will never regret in your whole life even u cnt achieve the target. the point is u try! This is what i really experienced.

Change to talk about my job. I'm active back after dozens of events n i think it's a little too late too. I shuld never do some stuff of wasting my time like this, shuld focus back to my job more earlier. besides i still hav 2more days to go, the date line is on 15th december. Can I achieve my target? its depends on how m i going to make the changes. I hope i will. Besides this i also wondering for quite some time, m i capable enough? sometimes im capable to handle clients very well but sometimes i mayb made some mistakes. but yet i still don't have enough of confident to handle elder clients. I m lacking of something! I was thinking that with my ability now, what I've done, I maybe hav the ability to handle it already but i still nt brave enough to handle them. I shuld do it, something that i never do i will do it in the future year!

I just hoping that i wil success in a day.This is my aim, and I'm on my way now. My ambition is to be a successful and capable person. I wanna be a professional financial planner. I wanna success in my life,my job,my family and last wealth.

I admit that im the person that will abit ego when i got something. but this make me always wan to be someone that're extraordinary. no matter what i do, i also wan to b the clever one, in short, is the TOP.
and i will only do what i wan to do.I just like to be myself!

lastly, m i weird? nt good enough? what's my bad? what's the problems with me? what what what?!!!!!(THIS IS TO YOU(her) I HOPE U WILL SEE MY BLOG)U KNOW I MEAN U WHEN U SAW THIS. mayb it's nt the right timing,it's too late,but fine, who knows when is the right timing?i jz wan u to noe more abt me,bt i dn care..b4 this i jz waiting n thinking that when is the right timing,i will never noe n i jz waiting for the time to pass.i learnt some lessons.That time waiting is because scare of the opportunity cost will go.. i would lik to hav sufficient chat with u, because i think that we're mature person, we should manage to manage thngs in different way with the teenagers.Our act will just do like mature one. Chat mean chat, hope u realy understand the definition of that word, that's the meaning i wan to express. bt now is nt the time yet, im too busy of job n others.thats y i postpone for once or 2 weeks.