It's a long time...

Yea, like the title, it's a long time I never update my blog already! I feel like nearly forget about here is the blog of mine. Too bad.

There's some lousy reason for me to not update for so long time. I have no idea of what to update. =( But suddenly I got too much in my heart now and I don't think FB is a right place to update. People might think of why am I so emo? Maybe. So, at this moment my mind blink out, that's the purpose of blog exist! =)

Just don't get why, I always can't really myself into relationship. Confusing of what is the problems that existing? I was like, always stepped through the nails! Is this the thing that god want me to go through and experience so that I will be doing more better and more appreciate to my valentine in future? I really hope i got one. Trying hard now. Guan li ma please bless that I will be success soon.

Besides, laziness and planless kill me. In everythings! Always. How can I gone though this??